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As I lay there and watched her sleep
Not a sound not a peep
In her silence she said..."I love you..."..,
In my silence I said "I love you too..."
Her love was abundant,
I felt it in every pore
For she came to give me peace,
of that I am certainly sure.
We spoke in silence the whole day through
Where no one could hear us,
only we two knew.
What was to come before us,
and what was to be left behind,
We shared our dreams and hopes
for each other,
if only in our minds.
She knew love well, for she had all
I could give
And knew I would do anything for her,
For her to show me how to live.
She whispered my name, though not with words, she told me more than anyone
I knew could.
And I knew then we were one and the same.
I told her I would miss her more
than she would know.
She said to me in her silence ...
"I know mummy but it's time for me to go,
He wants me with him and I know you don't understand,
Don't shed your tears for me for I will always be holding your hand.
I will be with you every step of the way,
like you were there for me...
I saw you and felt you...
touching my little hands and feet,
I watched you sleep,
and listened to you speak...
I heard you laugh and I also heard you weep ...
And read to me every night...
You are my mother and only you could sing to me the sweetest lullaby's
I remember most of all your first words to me....
"Welcome to our world ...beautiful...
Thank you for coming to me".
She knew what I was saying
Without having to say a word
I know she will live inside me till I too leave this world.
She is in a place where angels sing
She is in a place where little birds flutter their wings
She is with her big brother to take
care of her
Till then they wait for me
For eternity their mother I will be.
For my precious angel babydoll
a day doesn't go by I don't think of you.....
Cinzia Josephine
Dec 30th 2005 –Jan 9th 2006
Luke - (23 weeks gestation)
DEC 15th 2004
This is for my angels whom I miss with all my being and will never forget the love they showed me and how to love unconditionally in their silence...which is more than anyone can ask of and be given by another human being in life.
Written by Cesira-Emma
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